the only one

in front of you is you.
The way she kept saying 'girls' makes me want to always be one.
Just let the fuck go. I've been deciding it'd be different only because i want it to be. if i eliminate the desire to go and just let the fuck go. I'd belong to my environment voluntaril  rather than just sitting on this ottoman contemplating whether or not to eat.
 You must think I'm sick. you, now the ones I've opened my book to, keeping extraneous marks and doodles in the dark.
It's like someone says their thoughts out loud in an empty park.
All will happen as it will. the projected bullshit all around me is making me exist with  less quality. Ugly can be beautiful. Pretty, never.
ANimal spirit transformed.
Vivid smears
Evaporated tears
Caught by the edges of your wide open ears.
 The weight of you now inside and out.
 Standing on top
Ready to wander for a new spot in the sun
Sprout yourself strong
You need nothing
You are important
Get out of yourself
Sleep.