screaming

in bouts of high energy. i know ill laugh again today, in a way my ears will wonder who's voice i've stolen.   im not gone, im more here than i ever have been. im strong enough to grow old and stay just as young as our love. posture, patience, let go of something extraneous, no more coffe, and make  something attention binding for an hour every day. see you on top of the last california hill.